( This is what I see on a daily basis. (two pictures and my captions) )

Why am I posting this? I have a death wish.

( Drawing of Desi Onslow; dated May 08, 2008. )

So I've had a lot going on in life and I really don't know what to write here- what am I willing to share with the world? In all honesty? Not nearly enough. All most of you need to know is I hit a pretty rough patch and right now is an upward slope, hopefully for the near future.

That kid up there? Probably the reason I'm coherant enough to type this right now. Between him and Kenshin, I'm pretty set, but I could use friends, so don't be afraid- I don't bite all that hard.

In other news- I'm thinking about investing in a bigger art set. Who knows? I have no idea what I'm in need of, probably could use a few more good oil paints, maybe more leads- I should look into that.

« Bartender at RUSH.
« Born on January 17, 1976.
« Wears a lot of atrocious shirts that he somehow gets away with because he's confident.
« From Tennessee, but moved to New York when he thought he could model when he was in his early 20s.
« Modeled for nearly 6 years before deciding he was tired of the weird hours and the unstable pay so he started bartending and found out that a southern accent and dimples got him quite a few tips.
« Is quite the fan of flirting, but is a firm believer in keeping his bed for only himself.
« Is bisexual, but leans heavily towards men.
« Is very serious about being sweet to a woman. He's always got the thought of his mother hitting him upside the head in church when he didn't hold the door for the pastor's wife.
« He loves the beach and tries to take a vacation every summer to the Florida Keys, brush up on his sand and swimming.
« Was a fan of recreational drug use.
« Has one suit that he never wears except to funerals.
« Was arrested for pissing on a statue and for making lewd comments to the female officer trying to arrest him.
« Enjoys painting in his spare time for a little bit of fun, but while he's good at it, he doesn't take it seriously.
« Still models from time to time.
« Allergic to shellfish.
« Has a boxer named Bruiser.
« Visits the gym 3-5 times a week, depending on his work schedule and his laziness from day to day.
« Usually only eats one meal a day, mostly dinner and usually take-out.
« Lives in a decent apartment in Brooklyn.
« Naturally blonde, he embraces the greys streaming into his stubble.
« Looks better with stubble than he does clean shaven- he thinks he looks 12 with a bare face.
« Has been known to just drink beer for a week, forgoing actual food. 'The diet of champions' he says.
« Calum has an extremely addictive personality and as of recently he has been fighting an extreme addiction to cocaine. With the help of desionslow, aidenmars, and kenshintoru, he's fighting it. While one might now be on the other coast of the country, his moral support is still there and the other two are lending their support in more ways than one.
« desionslow will be moving into Calum's spare bedroom when the lease for his apartment runs out.